He waits for her as she gets into bed the sharp look in her eyes fills his head with visions of pain to come He cuddles up pulling the sheet to his neck eagerness in his eyes and a pink milk of magnesia mustache She is so sweet that is her secret it makes him happy to be near her and also to serve as they entwine and the inevitable stainless steel clamping bite and rope tied tight she lets her mind drift to a time when she could count