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I'm Open - Pearl Jam
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 A man lies in his bed in a room with no door  He waits hoping for a presence, something, anything to enter  After spending half his life searching, he still felt as blank  As the ceiling at which he's staring  He's alive, but feels absolutely nothing  So, is he?    When he was six he believed that the moon overhead followed him  By nine he had deciphered the illusion, trading magic for fact  No tradebacks...  So this is what it's like to be an adult  If he only knew now what he knew then...    I'm open  Come on in   Lying sideways atop crumpled sheets and no covers  He decides to dream...  Dream up a new self  - for himself.
Of Mice and Men
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In John Steinbeck's 'Of Mice and Men', the character Lenny Small is a simple man whose favorite thing to do is to stroke the fur of something soft. As the story opens, we see him, and his travelling companion George running from a posse.  Lenny had touched a girl's soft dress and could not stop touching it - tearing it. She screamed and he tried to silence her - and in the process Lenny's massive strength undoes the innocence of the interaction - he does not hurt her but he tears the dress as easily as if it were paper. Running from Lenny, the woman draws vigilantes down on the two - and they barely escape by hiding in an irrigation ditch, water up to their chin.    The two make their way to Tyler ranch , a Californian barley farm. As they are walking down the road, George notices Lenny putting something in his pocket. Upon being asked, Lenny replies "It's a mouse, George." .. a dead mouse. Lenny had been  feeling its fur in its pocket.  George throws ...
"O"
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"O" is the story of Odin James. Something drawing at me tells me to say this is a modern remake of the Shakespearean "Othello". If so, then so be it.   This post is not about the film, which is an excellent film. This is about the problem of evil.  In the film, as well as the play - evil builds - a sense of betrayal and outrage as the very forces that destroy the bond between man and woman mount to a point where the final plan is executed: a murder/suicide that we scream out , from within - to fail.   As the last moments of this film wind to its conclusion I found myself torn apart for one simple detail to break the chain of events that were so carefully laid out to trap Odin James, and destroy him. One single ray of light. In the end, claimed them. But not without revealing a modus from which evil finally accomplished its goal.    Evil cannot thrive without miscommunication and disconnection. In a connected world, evil diminishes.     Each element of the plot unfol...
The Embarassing Thing About Addiction
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I saw a really cool film a while back - "Mr. Brooks". The basic line running through the film was that this upstanding, decent business and community leader was in fact a serial killer.  It was in its own right, a good film - a nice suspense thriller. I enjoyed it on that level immensely.   But so much of the film was really about addiction. The main character is battling an addiction. He's been able to stop killing as a result of AA meetings, and in the course a few nights his fortunes reverse and he's back in the saddle again. His addiction takes the form of an alter ego - a person whom he has conversations with - and he is methodical and precise about pursuing them all the while engaged in a dialogue with this alter ego regarding the character of the work, or the enjoyment.     An addict first guards the time they'll spend doing whatever it is that they're addicted to. They'll carefully arrange things so that time takes first priority. And if you give t...
Home - Zero 7
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Lost in cheap delirium  Searching the neon lights  I move carefully  Sink in the city aquarium  Sing in the key of night  As they're watching me   Take me somewhere we can be alone  Make me somewhere I can call a home  'Cause lately I've been losing my own   Wrapped in silent elegance  Beautifully broken down  As illusions burst  Too late to learn from experience  Too late to wonder how  To finish first  
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I guess we all go through phases where nothing seems fun. Different levels of adrenaline tolernace seem to match different people - some of us are never happen until they sky dive off the west face of the Eiger. Others are more content to have simply hiked Half Dome the easy way and made it back down before dark.    I've done alot of cool things and I'm a fairly outdoorsy person - I got sick last week and the amazing thing was that the illness seemed to kill off everything I wanted to do or even think about doing.  I didn't even want to read.  At first it was kind of bad, because the coughing was really hard - I'd wake in the middle of the night coughing so hard I couldn't get back to sleep. Then came a low grade fever, it was never a huge downtime but it was enough. It really took the wind out of my sails.   And now suddenly I'm on the other side of this thing and I've lost 10 or 12 pounds (yes, the abovementioned illness also took away my appetite) and I s...
Antivirus
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The lady of the castle  hid her complexion  behind wax makeup  and took her guests  in the parlor, hiding behind a screen    Her face was scarred  with the mark of her caste  having the best of everything  she never milked cattle   The lowly milkmaid  her skin pure and smooth  was her envy  How could her skin be so clean?  How can the poor be more beautiful than the rich?   But the salt of the earth  had been hit with the worst  that a milder strain of the pox had delivered   To burn something from your life  sometimes it helps  to fight a weaker strain
Virus
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The water is warm  but I am shaking  its hard to pull the towel around me   I am cold  but my forehead is burning  I can't seem to control  my core   The virus  is grafting  into my dna and using  me to create itself  It will leave  itself  in me   I close my eyes and dream  of a red queen  I ask if you are my mother?  And she looks at me   Sleep comes at last  I wake feeling tired  My throat hurts  I am afraid to talk  Afraid the coughing will start  The pain  My eyes feel wet now  The hammering pulse of my heart  rocks my forehead   I was so hot  And now  Cold Sweat  I have to remember  to keep myself down   It feels like an accomplishment  just to sleep   A Breakfast  of hot tea  and aspirin  fit for a king   Speak softly to me  I hear every word  every consonant  every syllable   the soft breath  between the words  becomes incubus