Something Breaks
I am not the same
a part of me is gone
A right has turned wrong
Pain tells me where it hurts
but feeling nothing is the domain
of scars
that will never heal
There is something that breaks
within me
Something not made of skin and bone
Something that can be broken
Something that isn't gone
it dies screaming
torn apart
From nothing
Ex nihilo
nihil fit
We sunbathe in the light
of a black sky
The sky glows
everything crashing inward
tracing across the upper atmosphere
We cry
in the rain
We drown our fear
Something breaks
I can feel Love
Or Hate
You are
My girlfriend in a coma
My one
The virgin mary
Sees you like I see
Like a rosary
each bead a wrecking ball
I lay down by your side
we share a beach blanket
under a black hole sun
I look into your dead eyes
and feel my own life fade
Life that exists through death
and death that exists in life
building up inside
for I don't know how long
cloud based
I don't know why but I keep thinking something
is bound to go wrong
But then she looks me in the eyes
And says
Don't worry, baby.
Everything will be alright.
And I remember our wedding night
The door that opened to our room
Silver hypodermic waiting
Dreamlike approaching
The sound of breaking glass
and Stars
a part of me is gone
A right has turned wrong
Pain tells me where it hurts
but feeling nothing is the domain
of scars
that will never heal
There is something that breaks
within me
Something not made of skin and bone
Something that can be broken
Something that isn't gone
it dies screaming
torn apart
From nothing
Ex nihilo
nihil fit
We sunbathe in the light
of a black sky
The sky glows
everything crashing inward
tracing across the upper atmosphere
We cry
in the rain
We drown our fear
Something breaks
I can feel Love
Or Hate
You are
My girlfriend in a coma
My one
The virgin mary
Sees you like I see
Like a rosary
each bead a wrecking ball
I lay down by your side
we share a beach blanket
under a black hole sun
I look into your dead eyes
and feel my own life fade
Life that exists through death
and death that exists in life
building up inside
for I don't know how long
cloud based
I don't know why but I keep thinking something
is bound to go wrong
But then she looks me in the eyes
And says
Don't worry, baby.
Everything will be alright.
And I remember our wedding night
The door that opened to our room
Silver hypodermic waiting
Dreamlike approaching
The sound of breaking glass
and Stars
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